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all his friends are hanging out doing stuff without him now no girlfriend he’s alone feeling sad feeling down lonely boy has a plan to take some drugs to make new friends go to a rave where he can be surrounded by the people he wants to be
benzo 02:36
i can’t remember my dreams when i was young i never had any fun
i wanna be haunted i wanna be loved i want a lot of friends and a lot of drugs i wanna be haunted i won’t leave my bed i won’t go crazy and i won’t get sad so haunt me haunt me haunt me ooo
everything i like is going to hell and everyone i like is living in hell i’ve got no use for friends only connections give me what i want and leave me alone and in five years from now i’ll be living in hell in ten years from now i might as well be dead when i wake up at night i am floating above the sheets on my bed i’ve got no use for time i’ve got enough give me what i want and leave me alone
i got out of my car i could have fallen down in the yard and looked up at the stars but i don’t like stars and i don’t know where you are and all i ever knew about falling in love was wrong i went inside and fell down on my bed i could have hit my head on a million different things but it’s not my time to die and all i ever knew about falling in love was wrong
salvia plath 01:40
you said you hate yourself so let me feed you strawberries off a plate i bought from a widow who was selling her husbands things and we'll see if you still hate yourself if you still hate yourself i'll eat you out for an hour in your room cause i love giving head if you still hate yourself we'll cut ourselves and swallow chunks of broken glass i don't care about finishing college i'll buy the biggest tv that my credit card allows me we'll watch the food network for the rest of our lives
stay in bed, sometimes turning to my right, until i close my eyes this is not a song about sleep or death, it’s about something much smaller and paler than that i’m not going to show it to my friends. cause when i came home i’d lost thirty something pounds, i didn’t leave my bed, i threw up in a bathroom in baltimore before dancing with a girl i’ll probably never talk to again. we won’t be friends. and i won’t be nice to anyone because i don’t see why i should. i don’t see the point, i won’t get clean for the rest of my life. i won’t be nice
i don’t want to go to sleep and i don’t want to dream on a table or on the floor in a car outside at night in the snow waking up in someone else’s bed something tells me i’m losing my head i don’t want to leave just dye my hair and sleep the world is ending in my dreams every week for the last few years when it really ends they’ll fill my body with flames you and i will be a household name
worthless 02:20
??????? only song left off of dc snuff film
????? recording of the live version of suicide we played for a long time. original on 'bad vibes forever'
live acoustic version of ' doing all the things' recorded on abby and ryan's roof at night last summer.
no, the moon 02:31
the sun is hidden behind the clouds the sun goes down i see it fall i write your name at the grocery store i want to see what it's like to be you i'm lying down it's raining now when things are gone you can't have them back i close my eyes it's late at night i hope i won't have that dream again
spooky ghost 01:12
spooky ghost you come to me you see me shake you set me free when things are bad and i am down it's nice to know you will always be around my friends and i in a field spin in circles by a tree dressed in black wearing masks holding hands falling down the sun never goes down
there's so much we could do if i wasn't dead we'd go for walks in the rain if i had legs but i only have bones and soon they'll have turned into dust i can only see you from far away how i wish i could get out of this grave we could fall in love but soon i'll have turned back to dust
i am my own hell and i have made my home in a place where no one ever goes i'll always be alone i'm learning all kinds of tricks how to drain the blood out of my face and spend a summer in bed so everyone will think i'm dead when i come back to you it'll be on my hands and knees i'd be lying if i said i didn't dream sometimes about what it would be like if i didn't have this life my legs start to shake when it's my time to leave
dead cat 01:57
i was driving with a girl i saw a dead cat on the side of the road
give me a black dress to hide in until fall ends fill me up with smoke don’t let me go when i go back home i’ll go to sleep this body’s at an end this pale decaying flesh but i will be again made into light when i go back home you won’t see me
one more week and things are at an end i am not myself i haven't been in months i am not alone i know it won't be long the sky is turning black i can't keep my food down when i come back home everything stops getting out of bed is the hardest part
hank williams cover
remix of everything is going to hell by our friend dijon check out his stuff as home and water it's incredible
demo of falling in love from summer 2011
this song was written entirely in 20 minutes (lyrics, melody, chords, and drums) for fun and demoed in another 20 minutes. this is that original demo with live guitar + drums and 2 mics.
very different song from the one on our album - this one was written right after dc snuff film and never recorded. we later stole the title for the song of the same name on our lp
your light has gone out and my mouth has shut and the glow surrounding your body has faded we’re living in hell and cutting our hair you have your ways and i have mine when the time comes i’ll know what to do i know what picture i want them to use but your light has gone out and mine still glows and it keeps you up all night i know you resent me just like i envy you


stuff we either left off albums/eps, used for mixes/compilations, one off vinyl releases/splits, 2 scrapped albums in full (waste yrself, and what remains of 'songs about girls; songs about the moon' - which was partially assimilated into my own hell), and demos and cool stuff we either never did anything with or never had time to flesh out.
oh and one cover and one remix.
tape coming soon from birdtapes.bandcamp.com


released February 5, 2013


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teen suicide Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Hello we are teen suicide. at one point we were also called american pleasure club, as well as a bunch of other names, but who really cares anyway

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