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waste yrself

by teen suicide

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all his friends are hanging out doing stuff without him now no girlfriend he’s alone feeling sad feeling down lonely boy has a plan to take some drugs to make new friends go to a rave where he can be surrounded by the people he wants to be
benzo 02:38
i can’t remember my dreams when i was young i never had any fun
i wanna be haunted i wanna be loved i want a lot of friends and a lot of drugs i wanna be haunted i won’t leave my bed i won’t go crazy and i won’t get sad so haunt me haunt me haunt me ooo
everything i like is going to hell and everyone i like is living in hell i’ve got no use for friends only connections give me what i want and leave me alone and in five years from now i’ll be living in hell in ten years from now i might as well be dead when i wake up at night i am floating above the sheets on my bed i’ve got no use for time i’ve got enough give me what i want and leave me alone
i got out of my car i could have fallen down in the yard and looked up at the stars but i don’t like stars and i don’t know where you are and all i ever knew about falling in love was wrong i went inside and fell down on my bed i could have hit my head on a million different things but it’s not my time to die and all i ever knew about falling in love was wrong
salvia plath 01:42
you said you hate yourself so let me feed you strawberries off a plate i bought from a widow who was selling her husbands things and we'll see if you still hate yourself if you still hate yourself i'll eat you out for an hour in your room cause i love giving head if you still hate yourself we'll cut ourselves and swallow chunks of broken glass i don't care about finishing college i'll buy the biggest tv that my credit card allows me we'll watch the food network for the rest of our lives
stay in bed, sometimes turning to my right, until i close my eyes this is not a song about sleep or death, it’s about something much smaller and paler than that i’m not going to show it to my friends. cause when i came home i’d lost thirty something pounds, i didn’t leave my bed, i threw up in a bathroom in baltimore before dancing with a girl i’ll probably never talk to again. we won’t be friends. and i won’t be nice to anyone because i don’t see why i should. i don’t see the point, i won’t get clean for the rest of my life. i won’t be nice
i don’t want to go to sleep and i don’t want to dream on a table or on the floor in a car outside at night in the snow waking up in someone else’s bed something tells me i’m losing my head i don’t want to leave just dye my hair and sleep the world is ending in my dreams every week for the last few years when it really ends they’ll fill my body with flames you and i will be a household name


its in rarities but here you can download it here too if you want it on its own


released June 21, 2012


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teen suicide Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Hello we are teen suicide. at one point we were also called american pleasure club, as well as a bunch of other names, but who really cares anyway

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