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I seem closer to it now than I did when I was a kid
Cool chill across uncovered legs
The way my father’s fists swim through the air
& the clean white sheets on the bed
When he talked like someone possessed by
Something only he could see – he’d say you know
It’s not always what you believe but the way
That you do or don’t still believe in me

Lately I’ve had you on my mind
(If I could only know the things I knew in my dreams)
If I could only see it long enough to sketch it out
(I can’t get a full deep breath in lately)
Like some kind of roadmap

I have the mind of a housecat these days I feel
I can barely crawl my way through until six
Taking on new frustrations like tired unsellable homes
- Paranoid and ghost-dense,
And all the time endlessly dreaming
But with a face like that and a voice so alive
You could make the trains all run on time
Or waive thousands in library fines

Lately I’ve had you on my mind
(If I could only know the things I knew in my dreams)
If I could only see it long enough to sketch it out
(I can’t get a full deep breath in lately)
Like some kind of roadmap

This is not a house, it’s just someplace where I’m living now
This is not a house, it’s just someplace; I’m barely living now

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from honeybee table at the butterfly feast, released August 26, 2022

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teen suicide Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Hello we are teen suicide. at one point we were also called american pleasure club, as well as a bunch of other names, but who really cares anyway

Sam Ray writes all the songs & records almost all of em.
Signed to RUN FOR COVER RECORDS.

NO MGMT. inquiries, booking, etc - Email me @ hhhhsamray@gmail.com
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